I am not a well man.
Up until recently my doctor and the Obscure Diseases Clinic at Leicester
Royal Infirmary were baffled by my condition, but it's been confirmed recently that
I'm suffering from acute hypochondria.
This has come as something of a relief. Now that I have given my
condition a name I feel much more relaxed and able to deal with the difficult
years ahead.
I feel comfortable in middle-age with illness and the treatments
that go with them. It wasn’t always
thus, however. When I was young I
couldn't deal with hospitals at all and had problems with any procedure that
involved sticking things in a part of my body that wasn’t designed for such a
purpose. Visiting elderly relatives in
hospital and seeing all the bags of blood, drips and tubes was impossible.
As I've got older and had one or two hospital stays,
I've become used to clinical environments and necessary invasive procedures. A complete list of all the illnesses over the
course of my life can be provided on request, but one of these required a
barium enema. This was conducted at a small cottage hospital just outside
Redditch by a couple of elderly ladies wearing flowery 'pinnies' (I'm sure they
were clinical garments but they looked exactly like the things each of my
grandmothers wore when they were in the kitchen). As the barium was 'introduced' they were
chatting quite happily about the terrible state of Redditch town centre and
what they were getting for their husbands’ tea when they got home. What they weren't talking about was the six
foot tube (I may be exaggerating, but it certainly felt like it was about six
foot long) they had just inserted up my bottom. This everyday approach to
something that, to me, was not something that happened every day served to
relax me and removed any embarrassment I might have been feeling.
I have also had an angiogram. The angiogram involved
sticking a tube into my groin and feeding it through until it reached the heart. Again, this was a routine procedure for the
consultant that treated me, but definitely not routine for me. On this occasion I was also completely
relaxed about the whole thing, not because of two elderly ladies in pinnies,
but because of the handful of ‘happy pills’ I had begged the nurse to give me
(this visit to the hospital will probably have a blog post all of its own at
some point in the future. It involves an
electric razor, an attractive nurse and me being completely out of it. It will also involve a hilarious joke with
the punchline “and there was a small prick”).
If you throw in the three prostrate examinations I’ve had (although one
of those times was at a church fundraising event, so probably doesn't count)
and the operation on my nose I think I’ve got over my childhood fear of
hospitals once and for all.
So, if I can have a general anaesthetic, a happy pill
or an elderly pinafored lady to distract me I think I can cope with just about
anything the hand of fate throws at me. There
are two things that still give me cold sweats, however. The thought of having any treatment on, in or
round the back of the eyeball makes me feel sick. And if there is ever anything wrong with my
prostate, I’m not sure I will be able to deal with the tube they will use to
treat it (Google ‘enlarged prostate treatment’ if you want the details).
To lighten the mood, I felt it was a good idea to
include a couple of my favourite ‘Doctor, doctor…’ jokes from the wonderful Old
Jews Telling Jokes. If you like these,
there are loads more available to download for free as an iTunes podcast.
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